My DA account's pretty dead. ._.


I mean...I DO have been submitting stuff here...haven't I? I get favs almost every day but no one comments me. Occasional irl friends do.


I'm not begging for comments. It's just that the point of being here has pretty much faded from me. I don't even feel like trying to submit shit here more often, because it's ignored almost completely.

Also, that drains away my other activity. I don't hate anyone, but sometimes it feels like I don't draw things at all. I dunno.


Maybe I should go try Sheezy Art? Or whatsitcalled. If being NEW to them would make them comment and I'd have that fun time back I had here when I joined?

Gotta try that. So maybe taking hiatus or leavin' for good from here soon.

One day left. JUST FRIGGIN' ONE DAY!! <3

.....after that starts the summer vacation, and by bf moves back to her mom's place (which is too far away from here). ;^; not fair!! Well I guess I'll see 'im sometimes, but thinking I can't see him EVERY DAY makes me kinda depressed. oh well....

I think I've been worrying about things too much lately. I passed all the courses, (well..I ALMOST failed math and history 8'D) and actually everything's fine. I just dunno why I keep freaking out and feeling bad. ._.

I've got no reason!

It's summer....it's my beloved vacation I've been waiting for sooooo long. Maybe I just need it so badly I keep bein' a crybaby. XD


Anyways. Just a short update. I think I'm gonna start a manga/comic project this summer, because I'm gonna need it in the future. >w< I'll post some shitz here then...if I feel like. |D

I love that day.<3 Seagull's scream = summer for meh<333


So, happy late Easter for anyone reading this. I know there ain't many, but well. >wO;

~Tulidragon and ~Icedragon333 visited me and we had a kick-ass easter<3

I got Shadow of the Colossus and Zelda: Phantom Hourglass from Trica and they're both cool! Specially SOTC. Holy sheet. o_o The Colossi are........HUUUGE n' scary...eeek..but it's so fun to climb on them. 8D

Wah<3 they're the besht<33


Now that I've gotten my vacation and relaxed, I need to squish the last bit of energy from me to survive the school. >.< there's summer commin' ahead, not long time to wait anymore!! <3

Well duh it DOES. >.>'


I thought I oughta update so...

I think I've learned some self-control. Finally. Something that I really need...it is.
For example, I did my english graduation exam practice booklet way earlier than I should've and even wrote the essay too! O_O what the hell is wrong with me...

Also I've been fighting against tiredness. Maybe it helps if I go to bed early? Maybe... But how is that possible when my bf is online in messenger? 8'DD <3


I think I'll be able to grow up and be an adult...almost. >_O

Sho long~
(leaving for Tampere again.)

I've just survived through quite a lot mess. Crazy mess. Happy mess. <3

[side nooto: I visited Tracon 09 and it was fun...only cause mah best friends were there.
.....darn busses and crowds.]



Anywayz, so Senior Prom was this evening (actually), and I'm STILL wearing my contact lenses and make up. I took the dress off though, I wanted to put on loose clothes as quick as possible. XD

....it was great. <3 My partner (my bf, thank god) was amazing, the dancing was ALMOST completely succesful, the company was good, the food totally kicked ass (my sis was actually there making it 8DDDD) and the music was.....well.....>_O

And that darn fishstick bought me flowers. >D <3


Agghh my legs hurt. hey! Tomorrow's the Valentines day! Happy (or shitty, the way you like it) V-day!!! <3